SLEEP DISORDER..not good at all

One week passed..

i maybe suffering from sleep disorder

For the very first time i'm having this prob..cant believe it mysef

I'm actually very very tired i tried to sleep..i closed my eyes..i did what they said, i make myself tired n just go to bed...i did tat but it din work..

I'm realli tired n wanted to just sleep..I off my light i closed my eyes..once i closed it, his face pop up..haha funny right..straight away i open my eyes again...

this has been going on for 7 days...my god..wat the hell

Yesterday was the worst..i was on my bed at 3.30am very tired indeed..so i closed my eyes n get ready to sleep..once i closed my eyes..my mind came across him..so as quickly as i can, i opened my eyes again...i did tat for about few hours..Until 7am i was finally on my bed soundly asleep....

But at 8.30am i woke back up...shit...

i'm still very tired but i hav to attend my classes today...

At 9.30 am , i reached college..class ended at 4.30pm..

Once i reached hom i wanna just sleep...but still i tried n i cant...o god..

WHAT is happening to me.?

Last time i used to cry so hard then i fell asleep so peacefully bcos of tiredness...

But nw this cant work anymore... I tried it..but still i'm still fucking wide awake..

my eyes cant close..my mind cant stop thinking..my brain cant stop functioning for once....

Its been operating for one week...

Today 8th of Sept...at 2.30am i'm still awake..still here...

feels so tired..so sleepy..STILL i cant hav a good sleep...

Never once in my life i'm having sleep disorder for one week..even my previous stpm exam i still can sleep peacefully....

I realli wan to have a GOOD SLEEP tonight..

my dark circles are getting seriously bad...

my eyes are getting smaller (maybe just my thoughts)

I knw i cant go on like this...i duwan to be like this..

I wan to sleep well..i mean very well!!! nt just tonight night..but every night to come...

This is the WORST feeling i ever had..

seriously...

i'm wondering wat time i'm gonna finally hav a gd sleep tonight...

WHAT A BITCH!!

Recently i found out tat even gals frenz are DAMN hard to be trusted
These two gals i knw them since i was in form 6...
I use my heart to be their frenz but guess wat i ended up getting? they spreading rumours saying tat i'm a FREAKING PLAYGIRL...Tat was a FREAKING BIG shock to me ...

I din expect tat from Them..They are smart.. they are so NICE infront of me..They smile..They giggles..They act innocent n sweet when around me...

They only said it infront guys tat i'm a PLAYGIRL..wow i din knw i got da POTENTIAL to be ONE..should i just take it as a compliment?
haha...

Dont make rumours about other ppl..infact U knw the REAL STORY..NOW u changin story by telling ppl i'm stealin him away from u...u knw tat was NOT TRUE AT ALL...
I knw tat U knw it..U n ur best fren knw it...
I dunno wat benefit u get out of spreading these kind of rumours but u better STOP it..
If u dun like me then just tell me dun ACT NICE infront of me...i knw WHO U ARE..
U think u can just hide behind everyone's back n spreading rumours n i will never found out who you are?
Well Guess Wat , now i knw who YOU ARE...

So plz act like an ADULT be MATURE ..
Wat u doin now is so CHILDISH..plz la u are not a kid anymore...ACT LIKE UR AGE
Stop messing around with my reputation when u are BORED..
concentrate on ur studies n talk less..