NoT ALoNe..i knw i'm NOT

Today i spent all of my time talking to Bryan just to distract my mind from thinking about it...I felt so sorry to him cos early morning asked Bryan whether he is free or not..Luckily he is free..thankz Bryan..realli thankz luckily theres a fren like u by myside when i was totally torn apart by him...

I knw its not worth it..i knw u said tat just ignore n moved on...but u knw is easy to say but very hard to do..When I see u i din even drop a single tears until when u were about to go... At tat moment i knw i'm gonna be alone again...my tears just drop out like tat..

I went to da 3rd floor just to take some fresh air from da playground...theres no ppl there besides those nepal workers...i din go off..Instead i went for a swing by myself.. Tonight for the first time in Kuala Lumpur i see more than 10 SHINNING Stars appeared in the sky...MoRE THAN 10 STARS..can u believe tat?

I tried to just calm myself down by looking towards da sky...Felt kinda good actually...kinda enjoyed watching da stars eventhough i was alone..I did some thinking while just staring towards da sky...Maybe he was right , i was just too Naif...haha silly me..He realli got it this time...

"START BACK UR SINGLE LIFE N MOVE TOWARDS DA FUTURE" He said it out just like tat ...so easy FOR HIM just to said tat..I just kept my head down with tears flowing out like water tapper....

SILLY SILLY ME....

I was so messed up....

The stars are shinning very bright..looks like as if they understand how i felt ..from tat particular moment i realised tat i'm NOT ALONE...