WELCOME TO MY HELL

Here i am in the coll ...

planning to start studying but..haha i ended up writing blog...

Everyone in my intake are so hardworking...they study n attend class al the time..

Seriously i feel i'm the only one who is taking LIFE FOR GRANTED

I'm starting to realised that all i wrote in my blog was about LOVE

haha i need to start re-write my blog ade..

damn i need some colours in this blog..or not i dun think anyone will ever wanna read it again...or maybe u guys LOVE BAD BREAK UP story?

haha i wonder...seriously..

Today is 17th of NOV...

i was supposed to service my damn car..then only come to coll...

But in the end the service delayed to tomolo...

so i ended up in coll nw...

I wanna play my PET SOCIETY so badly !!! damn this coll banned da bloody facebook website

everyone in this comp lab are doing law research EXCEPT me doin research on my life...

CONCENTRATE is what i need nw..damn damn..DAMN

where is my heart?? where is my soul ?? where is my determination??

NEED to find it right away!!

Know something? we even hav classes on SAT n SUN..our schedule is starting to pack up..

Imagine tat ...

imagine tat i'm at the BEACH right nw...

imagine tat i'm running around da beach n sun tanning....

imagine tat the beach located in Hawaii....

o god...day dreaming again...

no more imagination..

Coming back to REALITY NW..

ok times up..

back to my second home- LIBRARY..

MY LIFE would be BETTER WITHOUT YOU

Finally...

he din find me at all since i back to kl...

this is the way he duwan me to hav any hope on him anymore...

wat he did was right...at least is obvious tat he dun love me anymore...

This shows tat i dun worth anything to him at all...

Is ok..freaking realised it nw...

2 months passed...hahaz so fast yet seems so long to me...

FINALLY I CAN SAY...I'M WAY OVER HIM...

is his lose..to let go of me.....is ok..i dun blame u for making this decision..

THIS IS HOW U WAN IT TO BE...THIS IS WAT U WILL GET...

my life would be better WITHOUT YOU in it...